About me – I tried to write this post many times before but it´s hard to explain who I am, what kind of personality I have, and why I start blogging now. To clarify these questions the best and most honest way is to start with the roots:
With almost five years I’ve moved with a part of my family as a late repatriate from Russia to Germany. I did not know anyone here and we needed time to settle in being in a new country. This influenced the relationship to my family and people who I love in a positive way and layer the foundation for my view of relationships in general. My mother and my grandmother are my idols because they never loose their optimism although life was not always easy. That´s why I would never judge other people! In my opinion every person has it´s own story which influences the character in a different way.
The insecure situation in my childhood is the reason why I absolutely need security in my life. Therefore I finished a bank apprenticeship after high school and now studying technical Business Administration rather than do things that I really prefer. Don´t get me wrong; I appreciate what I´m studying now and what I achieved in 25 years … but in a different way!
As a human being I´m open minded and missing something. And exactly this is what I trying to find by creating this blog.
I want to discover things , take photos, write posts, read articles and be creative- simply develop myself and take action. If I can inspire other people by doing that, it makes me more satisfied. That´s why I start this blog and want to take you with me on my journey.
Since one month this site has been completed by me but I was afraid to publish. I was not afraid having no ideas, I was afraid because I´m a perfectionist and always pressuring myself.
It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult. – Lucius Annaeus Seneca
Thoughts like `Do I have enough time to handle a blog?´ , `Can I be able to creating value?´, `Are people interested in reading my blog?´ were in my mind. But then I asked myself wether I´m able to find an answer to these questions before trying … and I´m NOT. So here I´m – trying my best.
To finish, I would like to say a few words about my point of view about the number of blogs that already exists and why I do not think there is a problem in starting a new blog: Firstly because – as I mentioned above- I do that for my own development. Secondly I convinced that everyone have different thoughts, different impressions and different mode of expression to describe things. That´s why each blog is different and unique. Besides there is so much to discover on our planet- there is enough to write about.
10 facts about me:
- When I see cute little animals , I always get a squeaky voice 🙂 .
When I really, really like a song, I will play it and repeat over and over again until I don´t like the song anymore.
- Because I grew up without my father I become sentimental, when I see a father daughter scene.
I had an internship in forensic medicine because I probably watched too much Criminal Minds and wanted to fight agains criminalism!
Often it is difficult to fall asleep because my thoughts send me on a carousel.
I´m always addicted to something for a certain period of time: books, series, fitness, cooking […] REPEAT.
When I was a child I often asked my mother weird questions about the universe. I wanted to get to know who build the universe and how it is possible that we can breathe […] .
I´m an absolute summer enthusiast because I was born in July.
I hate, hate, haaaate horror movies. I always wonder how disturbed the authors have to be that they are able to invent these stories. Maybe I´m wrong …
When I was 13 years old I had a website because even then I loved trying things and capturing moments.
Let me know, if you have any questions, suggestions or feedback. I would be pleased ♥ .
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